I believe in CCEF, the Christian Counseling & Educational Foundation, and encourage you to explore their website and take advantage of its tremendous resources.
I have benefited from the writings of David Powlison and Ed Welch. Take 90 seconds to watch this video. Though it speaks about a conference concerning Loss, a conference God might want you to attend, it spoke to my heart, and I hope it does to you. The fact that most of us won’t be at this conference doesn’t mean our hearts can’t be touched by this 90 seconds: